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So I wasn’t in the greatest mood today. I was on the train and this guy came into my cart and starting singing. No one was listening to him and I felt really bad… so my broke ass reached into my wallet and gave him a dollar. Funny though, because after I did that I felt a lot better, I guess because it made me feel like a good person. It made me reflect on the attitude I took upon this past year or so. Recently I’ve been trying to win people over with kindness. There’s a lot of ways to win people over; you can do it with fear, power, money, and many more. But I don’t want to be that type of person. I felt like this is what I used to do back in the days. I just wanted to spread more love and build a rep of being a good person. Nobody wants to be around a depressing, bitter person. Up to this point it has turned out really good. There are times which I want to just lash out at people, and I’ve done it, but most of the time I catch myself before I do it. Some people are just stubborn and no matter how nice you are to them they will continue to be bitches. But most people are human and everybody has a small amount of good in them that you gotta reach really deep and pull out. Those who are mean bitches eventually realize what douche bags they have been and feel bad. I guess you just have to stay persistent and keep a heart of gold. Don’t drop your ways just because somebody gives you a hard time.