February 2012
9 posts
I’ll leave the fighting, arguments, marches, speeches, movements, occupations, justice, controversy and such to you guys. I’m only interested in spreading love, positivity, and saving the world…
Keep sleeping on me. I love it. It will just make it so much more satisfying when I open up your blinds.
“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be...
Show me the signs…
You’d laugh at me if I told you my convictions.
Late night, dolo walk to clear your mind.
It’s important to have a dream. A dream to win the lottery or in the stock market, to become a famous actor, actress, professional sports player, or simply gaining a better position in your company. To have something spectacular to happen to you, away from the daily struggles we face. Without a dream, life becomes a despair; an extremely predictable one. You realize you have 20 years of...
Watched my first entire basketball game tonight. Started with the whole Jeremy Lin craze, got me interested. I’ve got to say that the Knicks made a real good first impression on me. They looked like the Giants out there, and I’m a huge Giants fan… I love teams that keep you on your toes. I’m very intrigued now and I’ll definitely continue to watch them as long as they...
January 2012
7 posts
Just a crazy roller coaster of events. Sometimes things happen, and it may or may not affect you but you feel how much pain that person is going through. Sometimes its so strong that you hear it from a second source and that is enough to still feel that same pain. This is when single life sucks… sometimes I wish there was a female I could spill things out to, they’re the best...
No more last time this, last time that… only next time this, next time that…
Wow. Facebook bullies need to chill. You know what I’m talking about, those ones that hate on everybody for spamming their feed; whether it’s about the Superbowl, or the hurricane, or whatever is the newest craze or most talked about thing. “Oh you guys weren’t Giants fans before but now you are, band wagoners”. Such losers. All of you bullies, in general, need to...
It would help if I saw some signs. But I’m patient. And I’ll wait and believe. Because you reap what you sow, and good things happen to good people… right? And if good things happen to good people, good people use those things to do more good things.
If they don’t know your dreams, then they can’t shoot them down. Yeah, silence is gold.
November 2011
1 post
I can’t be the person I want to be if I refuse to give chances… so there you have it. There were two people in this world I never thought I’d ever give another chance. One of them is crossed off the list now, and with a little bit of time, the last person will be too.
September 2011
2 posts
So around the end of this month my parents gotta go back to China to run some errands for a month or less. The bad news is that I’m going to miss them a lot and I also gotta live alone with my brother for that entire time… those of y’all who know a little bit about me know what a miserable situation that’s gonna be. On a brighter note, since I’m gonna be in charge of...
I find it especially funny yet disappointing that people, especially girls, start off good, then once they get a little taste of bad they go nuts, only to realize in the future that they fucked up their entire lives and now they wanna get back with the good… too late.
August 2011
7 posts
This has always been a thing I had on my mind but never really spoke out on. Probably none of you reading are like this, but I’m losing sleep over this shit, so I’m gonna say it anyway. Every time I turn on the news somebody new is dying. Teens, stop fucking beefing and fucking shooting each other. Dumbest shit in the world ever. Drive safely. If not for yourself, please for those...
I’ve always questioned my decision in the past but the kind of person you’ve turned into today tells me I made the right move.
Now is your chance before the whole world finds out.
Nostalgic feelings are to be blocked out… gets me too emotional. The past always gets me, maybe because it’s something I’ll never experience again. Only as memories in my mind; some vivid, some vague.
Something important was almost buried inside all the conversation and moments. Wasn’t much, but finally made amends with someone I really wronged in the past. Sounds like a turning point to me…
“How now, my lord, why do you keep alone,
Of sorriest fancies your companions...”
“Alfred: Gotham needs you.
Bruce: No, Gotham needs its true hero and I let that...”
You can steal one or two fruits from my orange tree, but remember, I own the orange tree. I’ll always grow more fruit. So unless you dig out the thousand pound tree with it’s roots and carry it away with you, you ain’t jacking all my fruit. Enjoy your oranges.
July 2011
6 posts
All the pieces of the puzzle...
are finally coming together. When you first play, it’s a huge ridiculous pile of mess. Pieces all over the place, some flipped over, some missing, everything with no pattern or meaning. Then comes the beginning. There are so many different ways to approach it. Some people start with the edges, some start with specific objects seen in the example, some people play for a few minutes then quit....
“This is what I always promote for all you idiots always trying to find the one...”
– JAYSTARXXVII
“Males shouldn’t be jealous that’s a female trait”
– Jay
June 2011
5 posts
Sometimes you just fuck up. And you got no one to blame but yourself. Why did I do this at that certain moment? Things go through your head, alternative outcomes, how you could have done things differently… but ain’t nothing gonna take back what happened. You done fucked up, and you just gotta brush it off and live with the consequences. It’s a damn bitch and there’s no way...
Child or adult?
One year left as a kid… am I a kid? I ask myself that sometimes. Sometimes I think I’m an adult, but sometimes humbling things happen that make me realize I’m a kid. Whatever it is, there’s one year left before I graduate and get tossed into the real world. Am I ready? I don’t know. My grades are pretty high, I don’t have an internship yet so it’s do or...
A different type of crazy
These past two years I been slipping under the radar. Chill dates, parties, late night events, I haven’t been present to at least half of them. They say sacrifices are a must though. Nothing comes without pain, hard work, tears, and countless hours that other people will never know about. Well, what have I been doing? Some of you know, some of you don’t know, but eventually a lot of...
They fought through the bristling cold and hammered at the massive stones to set foundation for my bones and shoveled through the filthy mess of soil, dirt, plus plenty stress to make the clay that molds my flesh Many hours of countless pain, Back strains, migraines, brain all drained putting blood into my veins Countless hours passing by, flying through the massive sky, plucking precious pearls...
May 2011
10 posts
So I wasn’t in the greatest mood today. I was on the train and this guy came into my cart and starting singing. No one was listening to him and I felt really bad… so my broke ass reached into my wallet and gave him a dollar. Funny though, because after I did that I felt a lot better, I guess because it made me feel like a good person. It made me reflect on the attitude I took upon this...
I’m short. I’m not the most good looking guy out there. I don’t got a job. I don’t drive my own car. I’m broke and in debt, trying to chase dreams and reach goals. I’m Asian (believe it or not, it’s a turnoff to many girls of other ethnic groups). When things get busy, I barely have time. Well, how ya like me now? At this point, not too interested I...
Some people are so fake it makes me gag…
Look around you real carefully. Look at all of your friends that you knew for so long. Compare them to how you knew them from a few years ago. What’s different about them? You’d be surprised at what you notice. A lot of them are growing, but a lot of them are also stagnant. And it’s just a damn shame that it’s been years and they still haven’t grown out of their...
So I’ll keep this relatively short. If you’re in a masochist relationship, you need to get the fuck out as soon as possible. Fighting every day of your life, tough love, and hate isn’t a different form of “love”. Those are dumb, idiotic things that people make up to justify all the negativity in their relationship. If your relationship consists of things like that,...
Perception
Isn’t everything just perception? We react to stimuli; Happenings around us are converted into a certain meaning into our minds. Pain, happiness, sorrow, jealousy, all these are just figments of our own imagination then, isn’t it? So why do we allow people to hurt us? Why do we allow ourselves to become jealous and make a fool out of ourselves? Why are we scared of huge fucking...
Everybody has a story. There’s the father left the family, grew up trying to survive in the ghetto, and blew up as a rapper story. There’s the growing up in a rich environment, attending Cornell and becoming a doctor story. There’s the confused with life, join the armed forces and lose your life story. So many stories. Many are inspirational. Many are tragic. Which ones sound the...
A Different Kind of Rush
All instruments are beautiful. But the piano is something different. I know I said this many times in the past, but it’s something I want to learn how to play very well when I move into my own spot and buy one. There’s just an indescribable feeling that the piano brings. It sets a mood incomparable to anything else in this world. A calming, silk running through your entire body type...
Time is a glass of water and pain is a scoop of salt. Stay strong fellas!
It’s hard showing love to everyone when not everyone shows love to you. I’ve humbled my outer self to the point where I ignore and apologize to random bitches being rude to me even though I did nothing wrong. But when we don’t humble ourselves, we never learn. And when we don’t humble ourselves, and let our confidence take over our outsides, we offend people. Do I get...
April 2011
5 posts
Some people didn’t change, you just got to know who they really are.
“Yall gonna keep pushing me until I reach the ledge, and when I reach the ledge I...”